In fact, i'm still the same Ayu my friends and family knew. Nothing about me has changed except the part where I realised that my physical features took little changes here and there. That's about it. Even though i've heard things like Ayura is aloof now or so, it's not true. Try holla-ing me. I bet 1000% that i'm still the same wacky, klutzy Ayu.
Been thinking of what to update here cos there's too many stuff going on for me. I mean good stuff of course.
How about we get a little personal today? Yeah, many have asked.
"Why Ayura don't have a boyfriend or so? Why Ayura still single?"
The answer?
I had one. For 5 years. My first ever serious relationship. I thought he was the one for me. He was like a guardian angel to me and he treated me like a princess. I can only say he was indeed a true gentleman. One of a kind. One with style and wisdom. One that can sweep you off your feet with his sincerity and kindness.
So the question, why the break up? Honestly, both of us don't really know the true reason behind it. It's like it just somehow ended but let's just leave it to fate to decide the end chapter to this love story of mine.
Yada yada. So next question would be, when will Ayura have her next or second boyfriend?
Answer? Well, tough one.Hmm... Prolly when i stumble upon another kind hearted soul with a cute smile?
Someone who is willing to take care of me and shower me with lots of love and chocolates and ice cream and candy floss and famous amos cookies and bring me to amusement parks and bring me here and there to fulfil my crazy cravings for food and do jackass things with me, throw darts at random people or even someone who is willing to carry me on his back when i grow fat and lazy? haha. okok. Sorry. i got a little carried away.
I just want someone with a good heart, passionate, caring, humble, kind and most importantly generous and maybe a little bit of the jealousy type. Cos guys tend to look the cutest when they are jealous. haha. Sorry, i'm mean, i know. The guy's past doesn't matter a single bit to me cos it's his past. If he's a changed man now, why not? I'm more than willing to accept him in his present and spend the future with him.
Alright so here you go. A little bit of my personal love life. Gahhh.
Till then, let's wait and see what God has in store for me. Meanwhile, let's end this with my favourite quote I chanced upon somewhere.
" HEAL THE PAST, LIVE THE PRESENT, DREAM THE FUTURE "
~ xoxo, Ayura
